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"simge"me,

missing is just a simple act that any person can do for anyone,
but loving is another thing, which SHOULD be mixed with missing very carefully,
as a nice balanced cocktail, it can end up with feeling the most incredible things that a human being can do, and the words cannot explain,
and as an unbalanced blend, it can end up with a perfect disaster which will probably change the understanding totally about "what is life?" and "how is living?" for human.
Without missing, loving is good too,
but the idea of missing without loving just comes to me very cheap!
and easy...


Take my little pieces my love, and throw them away through the wind!
Let my feelings wait for them until they all come together again,
after being washed in the "being away" rain...
And becoming clean as new, to fall in love again and again,
every time you smile on this planet,
which I never saw it actually, like a blind person which never saw a rose but know how it smells...
with you,
I never saw love, but I can smell it by just thinking about you...
and with you,
I never saw love, but I think that's what I feel...

They say "until death separates us”, which comes to me silly.
Even I know that you could be dead as I am writing this words,
What kind of thing can take the sulky and serious face from me every time you get out of my mind?
And the smiley one when you just pop in!
Is this really possible you think? a simple death can do that?
I am doing it now! And I'm sure I will be doing it later...
I am dreaming about a world that I don't need to get serious to live, to survive.
I am dreaming about just having some money and just go anyplace on the world at anytime...
but you just near by me,
and you just smiling...
which is priceless in any form, with any mixture of feeling and no matter where I am...
Just stay as you are; or change a little bit if you want.
I am pretty much sure that you are as much like a "feeling addiction" for me after all,
and I cannot do anything about it, 'cause I even love being weak when the topic, comes to you :)

levent


- written for testing if i can explain what I feel about her with the words.
- don't understand the topic? try to turn you laptop or monitor upside down :)
[garga - LeeVe?T]